(Love's sweet destruction);
or, Putting down this disease
by Endlessly ©
for Scooter
Nostalgic
again for your kisses
of candy-covered heroin
(So sweet and addictive)
Closing my eyes and feeling your hands
Rough silk
Caressing my breasts
Imagining
your presence so bittersweet
Chocolate-flavored acid trip
(Sugary destruction)
Tasting tears as I miss you, saltysweet
Drinking them down as if tasting your nectar
One last time
Our entire
relationship
One big
Fuck
Pumping and pushing and fighting with against forward back
Fingernails down backs crying curses and calling on Christ in the same
breath
Sensuous slap of will on will
All building towards
This
Climax
But I wipe away tears that echo your taste
Looking back at you forcing myself to break
From this pillar of salt
The only thing I take from you
Your litany of independence
As I put down this disease
And I know
the addiction doesn't lie in my mind
(Because I'm done trying to kick myself)
But between your thighs
I've got
to walk away
No matter how sweet your words become
Or how potent your moans
If ever you
and I were one
Never forget
I was the best part of you
'Until I walked away