G1982

Hello, I'm a straightish male.
I've been with my fiance for over 14yrs now & we have a wonderful loving life. I've never been into anything really until like the last 7yrs. It all started when my fiance stuck a finger in my ass while sex one night. After for reasons I had no control over I'd liked how that felt. That over time grew into her using toys in my ass. I soon took to liking watching videos of women pegging men, & watching a porn one night it suggested a horse fucking a man video, at that time I've never thought about anything like that but I found myself getting aroused by the thought of the huge penis taking his ass. I've never acted on any of those fantasies, they're just fun to think about. Over the years my fiance has had quite a bit of orgasms & at some point she had one so deep that she let out a huge load of liquid all over me. Her being nervous of what it was, she didn't know if it was an orgasm of cum or if she peed on me. She became self insecure & never wanted to do it again, this made me look it up & desire it more. I've read it could of been either of the two she thought. In mind of knowing that I didn't care I found myself watching squirting videos as well of peeing videos, & was just as turned on for both.
On the normal part of me I have a full time job that I hate having to go to every day ( as does every other person ), I have a Season Ticket to the Chiefs.