Jennie

There she is, wonderful
Queen Bee
I sit beside her, she
Watching me
She loves me, fingers
Sometimes two, sometimes three
It feels better, she tells me
If you do it
When I have to pee

My queen gives all the signs
Spread so wide, so I
Make her feel divine
I rub yours while you suck mine
Till we shudder and cry
In ecstasy we lie, me inside
Our juices, oh how
They glisten and shine

- - -

She likes fountain drinks and flowers
And surprises in the early hours
But only sometimes, not always
Although she has redeeming qualities
She just can't make up her mind
Tends to change it all the time
Then forgets with cups of wine

Is she happy or is she mad
Will today be fun or is she sad
Through the yelling and the shouting
Someone always ends up pouting
She is difficult to comprehend
Will the lies help anything to mend
Or is this only the beginning of the end

- - - -

When did money become our biggest problem, and why
When did we stop caring about each other
Why is everything so much easier alone
And yet so much harder
Why did we feel the need to lie
When can I finally look back on this and no longer need to pretend
That I don't want to cry

How could I be so confused and unhappy
That I was afraid to even leave you long enough to go to the gym
Where did the time go
And where have I been
Why did you spend so many years telling me no
When it should have been yes
I found someone supportive
And now you're impressed

And who the hell are Bear and Daniel
Am I still a person
When did this become my life
How did I end up divorced
When all I really wanted was a wife?