Finding Himself

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Susan the reached over the console and patted my leg. "In any case, regardless the reason, you are forgiven for having broken my heart 40 years ago!"

"I did not!"

"You did too. Remember the time you kissed me when we were in 8th grade? I had such a crush on you! It broke my heart when you didn't come back for more."

To be honest, I didn't recall 'the kiss' and since I remembered kissing a lot of the girls when I was young, I wondered if she had me confused with some other boy from our group. I looked at her with my best poker face on.

"No?" she asked.

"Uh... not really. And I'm pretty sure that I would. But lets make a deal: I'll make up for it on this trip by making it something that we will both remember for the rest of our lives!"

"Done!" she exclaimed.

After that we drove the rest of the way in a comfortable silence as Susan sat back in her seat, opened the window to get the sea breeze and periodically reached over to caress my arm or neck or shoulder.

When we arrived in Cambria we drove to the resort on Moonstone Beach where I had reserved a suite on the second floor overlooking the beach with a king-sized bed, a fireplace, an oversized shower and an in-room Jacuzzi.

"Wow, Ted! You are going all out for me!" Susan exclaimed as she started to unpack her luggage into the dresser drawers.

"Only the best for you Susan!" I joked. "But when you have a minute I would like to talk to you."

In a couple of minutes Susan finished hanging up clothes in the closet and claiming one of the drawers for her sweaters and 'unmentionables.' Then she came over and sat on the couch next to me -- far enough that we could sit at an angle looking at each other.

"OK, fire away."

"You know me Susan and I always try to be straightforward and honest. I want you to know that I care for you, but if you are in the slightest bit uncomfortable about this weekend, that I will not take it badly if all you want to do is sleep together with some cuddling and just enjoying being with each other. I want you to know that I do not have any sort of quid pro quo in mind. This is supposed to be a weekend for YOU; a couple of days to help you get over Joe's brain fart.

"Plus, your friendship is so important to me that I don't want to do anything to screw that up. I am going to be perhaps painfully honest: I do not see us evolving into any sort of long-term relationship and I don't want to be guilty of misleading you about that. It could happen, but I doubt it. I still feel guilty anytime I'm out with a woman, that somehow I'm betraying Pam.

So while you really deserve a man who can love you and who you can love deeply back, I don't think I'm that fellow. I see this as a fun get away weekend that has been gifted to us by your husband making some really bad decisions."

Susan sat there for a moment before she began to speak.

"Ted, thank you for your honestly, but you don't need to worry about me.

"In truth, I think I still love the lunkhead who I married and if he gets his head out of his ass before too long, I will probably take him back. We have our children together; we have a home that we've built over the years and a marriage that I think has been, on the whole, good and satisfying.

"That said, I am not going to miss out on the opportunity of having a wild weekend with you where you will make love to me, have sex with me, or just plain fuck my eyeballs out as you will. I've wanted this since I was about fourteen years old and I'm NOT giving up what might be my one and only chance to do it! Does that clarify things for you?" she asked raising one eyebrow as she looked into my face.

"It certainly does, Olly. So how about dinner?"

"Lay on MacDuff," she replied as we both smiling stood to gather our jackets.

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nixroxnixrox11 months ago

5 stars - I like this story so far

AnonymousAnonymousabout 1 year ago

What a great start to a possible long term relationship (jaybee186)

JH4FunJH4Funover 1 year ago
Outstanding Read ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

I only found this story because blackrandl1958 upcoming “When A Man Loves a Woman - An Invitational Story Event.” The page talked about a couple of previous events with the links to both.

This is an Outstanding Read. I have had a few friends over the years how had brain farts like this. Only 2 ended well. This story touched a part of me causing me to remember the ones who didn’t make it. They were and most still are great people to be around.

My wife and I are close friends to the 2 couples that made it through the dark times. I am friends with all of them, but I took the side of the sane spouse. I didn’t disavow the other one. I just let them know the fact that I had been one of them and got lucky. While I would always be their friend, until they overcome the brain fart I couldn’t and wouldn’t chance losing what I had been able to get back when I had mine. I was there for them to talk things over with if they needed to talk while I listened or a shoulder to cry on. They all laughed at the part about Mister BS listening. They understood what I meant about being there for them. When you have been there and done that together and made it back, you are friends for life. They will always be a part of my life and my wife understands that I am still in touch with them. She has always been the smart one in our family knowing once a true friend always a friend even if they F – up.

I was glad to read that this story told a side of friends most people never see. But it also told of true love that would never bend while together like that for Pam. It is out there and when you see it, it makes you feel good inside for them. I am looking forward to reading the others in this series. My hope is those stories are as well told as this part of the tale.

Keep Writing

JH4Fun

AnonymousAnonymousalmost 4 years ago
Legendary?

For this?

AnonymousAnonymousover 5 years ago
BS

So much talk to justify fucking a married woman after her husband started having mid-life crisis. Ted is a total asshole that is trying to pass himself as a thoughtful male.

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