Hypnotized

Warning: there's a lot going on here, diapers, sissies, interracial sex so if any of those things are an issue you may not like this story.

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Where do I even begin with this story? I don't know why but I feel absolutely compelled to share my recent experiences online and I can only assume it has to do with that horrible hypno-therapist one of my supposed "friends" had hooked me up with about a month ago. Since seeing her my life has been totally out of control and when I tried to fix the damage she did to me she just made it even more humiliating! Where does one even begin to explain this...this nightmare?

I should probably give you some context and a bit of background on me to start. My name is Nicole, I just turned 35 and I happen to be transgender. I wouldn't say I'm gorgeous or anything special but I have been described as a "cute, little gothic sissy" by a number of people. I'm short, I'm slim with thin, slender arms, thick thighs and a cute, round bottom. I wasn't always built quite like this, hormones have been kind to me and they have certainly given me a plump butt and small but cute little breasts. I've always been into things like heavy metal, horror movies and black clothes so, I suppose you would probably call me a gothic girl. I dye my black, I go heavy on the black eye shadow, I wear a lot of black dresses and fishnets, spiked bracelets, combat boots, band shirts and my cute, little leather jacket is covered in metal band patches. I've got big, hazel eyes, a round face and big, pouty lips which are usually pursed up in a scowl. I've been told I resemble Nancy from the Craft and I've always blushed with pride at the comparison because I loved that movie when I was a teenager. I'm telling you all of this because it's somewhat relevant to the horrific changes I would soon experience.

Personality is something I don't have much of. I'm not a friendly person for the most part but I do...or did have a small circle of friends. One of them, Jenn, was the complete opposite of me. She was bubbly and friendly; always meeting new people and sleeping around... something I absolutely disliked about her. I suppose you could say I was a bit introverted. I didn't want a relationship, I wasn't into casual sex, Jenn had enough of that for the pair of us and one thing she was really big on was black men. While I wasn't looking for any kind of relationship, one thing I absolutely was not into was black men. I wasn't attracted to them, I never liked the idea of sleeping with anyone outside my race; now before you people reading this write me off as some kind of racist I want it to be known that there has never been any hatred for anyone due to the color of their skin, I simply found that I was more comfortable with white men. Besides, it always seemed more of a conquest thing to me, I found black guys seemed to get off on the fact a white girl like Jenn was into black dick and she was always sending her dates' friends to me or giving my number out to black men she thought could "show me a good time." I had always refused. It wasn't my thing and as far as I knew, it never would be.

Let's fast forward things a little bit. I think I've given enough context to paint you a picture of who I am, what I look like and my personality (or lack of one if we're being totally honest) and to summarize: little, white gothic transgender girl who wasn't into sex or living a life full of debauchery. Well, little did I know that there were quite a few changes coming and one night Jenn was having a quiet little get together at her place with a few people (myself included) and a special guest who had just graduated college; a girl named Joanne who had studied psychiatry. I showed up to Jenn's place and after a few drinks we all sat around in the living room talking about all sorts of stuff; politics, movies we had seen, music and eventually Jenn started to discuss Joanne and her education.

"Oh, I learned quite a bit about the human mind," she laughed over a glass of wine.

"Really? Maybe you can help Nikki stop being such a miserable bitch!" Jenn laughed.

I, of course, gave a scowl to which Jenn just laughed, "see?! This is what I'm talking about!"

Joanne laughed and took another sip from her glass before looking at me curiously, "oh stop, she seems just fine! Although I'm sure I could get her to open up a bit."

It was around this time that the topic of hypnosis came up and Jenn was totally obsessed with turning me into a total sissy who she could bring around to her hook-up parties, an idea that horrified me.

"I would like to quit smoking, I heard hypnosis could work," looking back, it was a bad idea to open my subconscious to a room full of half-drunk people including my slutty best friend.

"I could totally do that!" Joanne responded.

"Really? Right here? Now?" Jenn asked.

Joanne nodded and after twenty minutes of me second guessing the whole idea, I finally agreed. Do you have any idea how much money I spend on cigarettes?

With that, I set my drink down and Joanne began to work her magic. The room got quiet, Joanne prepared herself and after a few simple commands I was out.

When I awoke it felt like coming out of a fog and I was instantly nervous because all I could hear was giggling and laughter and I could only assume it was my expense.

"How do you feel, sweetheart?" Joanne asked.

Truth be told, I didn't know what to feel. I felt no different but as I gathered my senses I realized I was wearing lingerie. I was no longer in the black dress I had worn over here but a pink, lace babydoll dress, white nylon thigh highs attached to a pink garter belt that matched the dress but instead of panties I was horrified to find myself wearing what could only be Jenn's daughter's pull-up diaper. It was snug and soft and hugging my hips.

"What the fuck?!" I said in total shock, "what did you do to me?"

Jenn was ecstatic, her tiny frame had doubled over, her long black hair shook as she hugged herself and chuckled.

"Jenn suggested we gave you a diaper fetish and turned you into a more feminine sissy girl," Joanne explained.

I was utterly confused, not at her explanation but the fact I was becoming extremely aroused in the tight little diaper; my little clit began to throb as it pressed against the soft padding between my legs. It was simultaneously horrifying and pure ecstasy and I couldn't help but rub the front of my pull-ups, desperately aching to be touched.

"This isn't funny!" I was on fire, my clit pressed against the restrictive material which drove me wild and the crinkle noises somehow heightened everything, all I wanted was to cum inside the adorable butterfly pattern training pants. I was so overwhelmed, the thigh highs on my thighs, the lingerie, I felt so free and slutty and before I knew it I began to hump the corner of Jenn's coffee table, pressing my padded clit against the hard edge.

"Please, you need to fix this!" I begged. "You've turned me into a sissy diaper slut!"

"Nikki, you look adorable! You're so cute, why would you want to fix this? Doesn't it feel amazing? That little diaper must feel so good, so soft..."

"Stop!" I cried as my hips bucked, rubbing my clit on the table's edge. I hated to admit it but I did love that feeling, I loved the padding between my legs and I was in heat just thinking about myself wearing a cute little diaper and how amazing it would feel to cum in it.

Jenn stood up and leaned into me, her lips pressing against mine, so soft; I could smell her lavender body lotion and we kissed as I continued to grind my little diaper into the table; the heat from between my legs was so intense, I wanted to cum so bad as she kissed me. Her hand slipped into my pink dress and she gently rubbed my nipples which had stiffened into little pebbles.

"Please! Make this stop!" I whimpered.

I'm sure it was this final plea that would seal my fate. Jenn was annoyed, "you don't want to be MY little diaper slut?"

Looking back I realize the emphasis on "my." Little did I know I would continue to be a diaper slut, just not hers...

Joanne clapped her hands and the fire went out. Before I went out again all I could think about was that little grin on Jenn's face.

Days had passed and I hadn't heard from Jenn. Everything was back to normal...or so I thought anyway. I was back in my black clothing and I was wearing panties again. No diapers. Strangely, my underwear was kind of a turn on; panties had long since lost their taboo value for me, I mean when I first transitioned I'll admit I would get aroused wearing them but those days were long gone. I decided to up my dose of estrogen to settle things down in that area but beyond that I was happy to be my old, miserable self again.

About a week later, Jenn finally touched base. She apologized for everything and I reluctantly forgave her. Apparently she was having another little gathering at her place and I just had to come by so, being bored and curious as to what she was up to, I headed to her place and this is where everything went sideways.

Jenn opened the door and gave me a big hug, she smiled at me and welcomed me inside. The moment I stepped in I noticed she had company: three big, black men. The fire between my legs returned. Oh God.

"Nicole," Jenn said with a smile, "this is Stanley, Omar and Russel."

I felt my clit stiffen. Jenn, you bitch. I looked at her and she gave me the cruelest little smirk.

"Nikki is the little diaper slut who loves black cock," she finished.

The men smiled as they watched me.

"I'm not wearing diapers, Jenn..."

She laughed, "you sure about that?"

I was so flustered and confused.

She strolled over and with no regard whatsoever lifted my little black dress and sure enough...I was wearing pull-ups.

"You bitch," I muttered. "I don't like black cock."

She smiled that knowing smile again.

"Jenn..." I started.

"You sure about that, sweetheart?"

I froze. The fire between my legs grew more intense.

"Can you boys do me a favor? I promise it will be worth it but could you please show this little slut those big, black cocks?"

The men chuckled and watched me as they began to pull themselves out of their pants. I was absolutely mortified at what was happening and when I saw the first one pull his big, soft dick out I knew I was doomed. I had to have it, my mouth watered, my clit twitched in my diaper and I was helpless as I stared at the trio of big, black dicks just waiting for me to suck them.

"Still going to pretend you don't want that big, black cock, Nicole?" Jenn asked.

I needed them, I wanted to be on my knees and sucking each of them. I wanted them to fuck my mouth, I wanted to taste their cum, I wanted to stroke those fat cocks in my fist and I wanted them to stuff my ass full of those beautiful, black cocks and Jenn knew it. It was her doing.

"You want to suck this dick, sissy?" Russel asked, he gave his big, soft member a shake.

I paused and fought every urge but it was pointless. I couldn't resist, my body and my mouth acted without my permission and within seconds I was on my knees sucking my first black cock. My clit was so stiff and throbbing inside my little pull-up as I worked that first dick. I felt it harden between my lips as I sucked it. It grew even larger and I gagged myself on it while Jenn and the other men watched, the big men stroking themselves, waiting to use my mouth next.

"Yeah, suck that big, black dick. You love that BBC, don't you," Omar asked.

I pulled that big, ebony shaft out of my mouth and smiled, "I love black cock!"

"Open that mouth, snow bunny," he said. With that I began sucking his cock as well. It was like being on autopilot, my body was working totally independent of my will and all I could do was watch myself succumb to the hypnosis.

Omar held my head and slowly fucked my mouth, I breathed through my nose as his black cock slid in and out of my mouth; he pressed his big head against my lips and all I could do was look up, smile and beg him to let me suck him.

"Damn, that mouth is good," he said.

Moments later I was sucking Stanley, the third waiting black man. I was loving it, I was their little white sissy fuck toy just sucking those big black dicks one at a time. Omar would rest his heavy member on my head as I sucked Stanley, my lips were in heaven and I felt my clit throbbing inside my snug little pull-up. That intense heat between my legs grew and I felt like I was on the verge of orgasm when suddenly I came. I had an explosive orgasm in that diaper from simply sucking black cock.

"Oh my God, I'm cumming in my diaper!" I squealed.

"Really?!" Jenn was stunned. "You came just from sucking black cock?! You must love that BBC, Nikki!"

The orgasm ripped through me as Stanley's pipe slid between my lips. I shot load after load in that diaper as the men took turns using my mouth. I could not stop blowing them, I was like an addict, I needed those big, black dicks in my mouth and soon I was begging to be fucked.

"I need your cock in my ass!" I begged Omar.

I was still on my knees but I pulled my dress up and over my hips, "just leave my diaper on, I need to cum in my pull-ups!"

"Little white sissy diaper slut," Omar said.

He slipped my diaper down just below my bottom, just enough to access my tight, pink hole.

"Nikki, you are such a little slut!" Jenn laughed.

Omar spanked my ass as Russel fed his massive shaft into my throat. I was about to be spit roasted by two black men and it was around this time I noticed Jenn with her phone, filming me in my most depraved act. Me, the little gothic girl who only dated white guys, wearing a pull-up diaper sucking black cock as another black man stuffed my asshole full of dick.

"It's so big!" I cried. Omar's cock was huge and as he pressed it against my hole I couldn't help but cry, I never had a cock that big inside of me and it was then that I came once again; my clit was throbbing and I shot another load into the cotton padding of that butterfly-pattern pull-up.

"My God, I'm cumming again!" I screamed and it was then that Omar finally stuffed the entire length of his big, black dick in my boi pussy. I knew I would never go back to white guys at this point, I was totally hooked. Two orgasms with no end in sight? I pulled Stanley's cock into my mouth and furiously worked my tongue over that brown tip while Omar began to pound me.

"Damn that white ass is tight!" He said as he pulled out of me and stuffed it back into my gaping hole. My pull-ups were around my hips and his heavy ball bag slapped against them which made that crinkle noise I loved. It was all so much. The three black dicks, one in my mouth and one up my bum, Jenn filming my sluttiest moment, that tight little diaper which was now full of my cum, my clit was already getting stiff again, cum still dripping from my last orgasm. This was heaven, black cock was everything I needed and everything I would ever want.

"I'm a black cock slut! Fuck my white ass!" I moaned.

"Tell me how much you love my black dick," Russel said.

I stroked his cock in my face as Omar spanked me and fucked me. I pulled him into my mouth before I told him I loved sucking black dick.

"Yeah, little white sissy? You want this load?" He asked.

"Cum all over my face," I begged, "I need your cum!"

He stroked it in my face as Stanley slid his in my mouth, I just looked up smiling as my lips wrapped around his meaty shaft.

Omar's pounding was intense, he grabbed my hair with one hand while he held my hip with the other. I felt his sweat dripping on me. I loved it. I loved being their little white gothic snow bunny, I was their toy, their cum dump and I was loving every thrust and every drop of cum.

Russel grunted as he stroked, "get ready, slut, I got this load for you."

I pulled my face off of Stanley's cock and opened my mouth, "cum in my mouth!"

"I'm going to cum all over that pretty white face," he said and he unloaded a massive load. It shot all over my face, my hair, my nose and so much of his warm, tangy cum landed in my mouth and tongue. It was so depraved and yet so delicious.

"Clean this dick, sissy."

I giggled and milked the final drops from his throbbing tip. The taste of his cum was enough to spark my next climax and I knew I would cum again shortly.

"Fuck I'm going to cum in my diaper again!" I whimpered.

"Fuck, hold on, slut, I'm going to pump this white ass full of cum," Omar grunted.

The thought of feeling his fat dick pumping my white butt full of his milky seed was so good. I began to suck Stanley again as Omar laid into me with everything he had. I whimpered and squealed as he thrust deep in my bottom, my stiff clit was drooling cum and my third orgasm was building just as intense as the first two; that pull-up was going to be pumped full of my cum, it felt so good as the tip pressed against that cotton padding.

"I'm going to cum," I repeated, "I'm going to cum in my diaper, fuck my ass, I love your big black cock up my little pink hole, pump me full of cum, Daddy!"

Omar gripped my hips and with one final, punishing thrust I felt him gushing in my ass, painting my guts with his seed. His cock was so far up my tush I felt his cum flooding in my stomach.

He moaned as his balls emptied inside of my little, white sissy ass and I finally let go, I flooded that pull-up with my third load, I felt my clit twitching in my diaper as his twitched in my ass.

"Black men shoot cum in white sissy ass and white sissies shoot in diapers," he sneared. He gave my ass one final spank as he pulled out of me, his cum spilling out of my gaping hole. It ran down my taint, down my little, deflated sack and into my now soaked diaper.

Stanley slid his cock back where it belonged: my mouth and it was then Jenn joined me.

"You're not the only white slut who loves black cock," she said as she dropped on her knees.

We kissed as Stanley's fat, black cock fucked both our mouths. We were total sluts, two white girls in love with black cock and as Stanley grew close we kissed once again, my bum in the air, my hole gaping wide and leaking cum into my sticky little diaper.

"I'm going to shoot all over you white sluts," he muttered before his loaded shot all over Jenn and my face. Our tongues flicked over each other's, Stanley's cock pumping his load all over us.

"I love black cock," I said smiling.

"I know!" She laughed. "We're going to have so much fun!"