Love, Lust & Family Pt. 03: Explore

Jesse raised his hips a little giving me a better angle to his hole, I pressed his anus with my dick and with an ease I'd never had with a woman my dick slid inside him. The feeling was intense. His butt tighter than the pussy I was used to. The petroleum jelly meant Jesse felt no pain yet we could both feel the intensity of the moment.

With our eyes fixed on one another I began to work into a steady rhythm. Jesse's facial expressions were a turn on. As I worked in and out of his ass Jesse wrapped his legs around me. It changed the feeling as his ass got tighter increasing the intensity we both felt.

"I want to feel you deep inside me" he moaned.

His words urged me to pound harder. I drove into him as far into him as I could each thrust accompanied by the sound of my hips slapping into his ass. He reached out and drew me close. His arms wrapped around me as I ran my hands down his side and sunk my fingers into his strong hips.

The warmth of his skin. The feel of his dick pressing into my stomach. His precum spilling into me. The smell of his masculinity. Once again I felt myself intoxicated with passion. With his hands roaming over my body, his fingers sinking into my skin, he lavished me with a concoction of kisses and licks on my neck.

I pulled myself away from his embrace and with my hands either side of him propping myself up I drove into him with an intensity that I'd never had before. He reached up to me resting his hand on my neck. He gently stroked my chin and jaw, occasionally slipping a finger into the corner of my mouth. With a slow but firm motion I continued to pound into him as we stared into one another's eyes.

Jesse never took his eyes off me. Passion swelled in my heart and in my body.

I began to grunt with each thrust as both our breathing became heavier. I could feel it building inside me and moments later my orgasm erupted, filling the depth of his ass with my cream. I collapsed on top of him exhausted from the special moment we'd just shared. The two of us remained in a tender embrace our bodies in a lather of sweat my dick still inside him slowly going soft.

It seemed like time had stopped but when the two of us came to our senses out of the haze of passion I managed to pull myself away from Jesse rolling onto the bed beside him.

Jesse got up slowly and walked to the ensuite. I couldn't help but watch. His broad shoulders and muscular back came down to his narrow hips. I found myself focused on his ass. Jesse ass was strong and muscular. It was different to a woman's plump butt and not as round, two firm buns.

After a short moment, Jesse returned from the bathroom. He came back to bed with a small hand towel. Reaching over to me he gently wiped my cock. The towel was damp and warm. It was a tender moment from Jesse that showed his considerate side and that this was more than just a hook up.

"You give great dick" Jesse said as he lay back into the bed.

I leant over and began to kiss him. We kissed with such passion it was as if our mouths attempted to swallow one another. Pulling away to catch my breath I was resting my arm on his chest our faces close enough to feel one another breathing.

"Why don't you climb on?" Jesse said with a smile.

A look of surprise must have come across my face.

"Come on cowboy. You'll be fine." Jesse said with a cheeky raise of his eyebrows.

I always loved when a woman rode me in cowgirl but I'd never imagined myself one day being another man's cowboy. But if Jesse wanted me to ride him, I was going to ride him, and hard! I threw my leg over him and sat up on top of him straddling his hips between my legs.

Sitting there on top of Jesse I couldn't help but take a moment to think about where I was. Just two days ago I was a straight man with no gay experience but here I was about to ride dick, and excited about it.

Jesse took the vasoline beside the bed and reached between my legs and rubbed some on my anus. He began rubbing gently before more firmly. He took a moment to grease his dick before I felt his tip beginning to slide between my cheek.

Locating his dick to my asshole I began to sit down on him. My ass parted and my body swallowed his dick. Sitting down on his cock I felt him deep inside of me. He smiled. I smiled.

With my hips now in motion I began to ride him. I felt like a pornstar riding on top of a big dick. I rested my hands on his strong stomach as Jesse's hands ran up my legs and over my hips. The two of us worked in unison.

As I rode him I began to experiment. I learnt that if I contracted my ass as his dick was coming out of me that I could feel his entire penis inside my cavity not just the tip deep inside. By his reaction I could tell it felt good for him too.

As I continued to ride Jesse's huge dick he reached towards me and took a hold of my dick. It wasn't limp but it wasn't erect, excited but not fully recovered from my earlier orgasm. Despite not being fully erect I could sense yet another orgasm building within me.

The pleasure of the moment, his large hand tugging my dick, his hard dick pressing on my prostate, another moment of ecstasy was about to be thrust upon me. With a sensation far more intense than the orgasm earlier I burst another load, this time all over Jesse's stomach. With every bounce another bolt of jizz spilled out on him as I came down on his dick until I'd drained another load. The pleasure of the feeling was as though Jesse's dick reached all the way up to my chest.

I leant forward with my hands on Jesse's muscular chest. I squeezed his pecs. I teased his nipples. His body responded with moans of pleasure.

I couldn't believe his endurance. I'd been riding his dick for a long time and yet he still carried on as hard as he'd been all night. With every bounce it's as though he filled me more and more.

I leant forward and lay on top of him chest to chest. My legs now too tired to keep up with the action and Jesse instinctively took control. His thrusting became intense, his hips rising from the bed and pounding into my ass.

Jesse was now in control and working towards an orgasm of his own. I lay my head on the pillow next to his my ass quaking with the pounding it was taking.

The sound of Jesse moaning and grunting in my ear was a turn on. Suddenly his tempo slowed to intermittent firm thrusts. His sounds were evidence to me that he was once again filling my ass with his cum. Knowing his seed filled my insides was as satisfying as the orgasm of my own.

For a second time tonight we lay on top of one another in the glow of orgasm. I could feel the warmth of my cum spread between our stomachs. Usually having my own cum on me would bother me, but not anymore, not with Jesse. My ass also throbbed with heat, I wondered if his juice was flowing out of me.

We lay long enough to gather our breath when Jesse suggested we head to the showers. I climbed off and led the way to the ensuite, my legs shaking, my lover trailing behind me.

As I turned on the shower I looked at Jesse standing there naked in the bathroom, "any chance you'll be ready to fuck me in the shower again?"

"You might have to give me a bit more time. You're one horny boy aren't you?" Jesse responded as he joined me under the showers spray.

I stepped in towards Jesse and he responded by embracing me in his arms.

"Thanks for being such a special lover. I love being with you Jesse." I whispered in his ear.

We began to kiss once again, it was as though our bodies had merged into one and where I ended and where he begun was indistinguishable. As we continued to make out I pondered on the words that had just come out of my mouth. I did love being with Jesse and meant what I said. But did I love Jesse? Or was this just lust?

Our lips broke away. Jesse took the soap and washed my stomach before washing himself. I love that we could fuck like animals yet could be tender and gentle with one another. Our intimacy was much more like what I shared with Mariah rather than what now get like shallow connection of flings with previous lovers. Perhaps that's what I loved about him, he merged love and lust seamlessly.

As Jesse rinsed himself off he suggested it was time for bed and I agreed.

"But I'm staying with you tonight. If that's alright with you?" I couldn't bring myself to leave his side.

"Do you think Mariah will mind?"

"She'll be fine. I'll talk with her tomorrow. But tonight I want to be with you."

"You need to talk with her." Jesse said.

"I know, I know. I will." I responded. Perhaps it was my own uncertainty around homosexual sex perhaps I was nervous about telling Mariah how I had feeling for other people as well as her, but I dreaded having the conversation with her.

Jesse gave me a kiss on the cheek and stepped out of the shower. I took a moment to gather myself. A fire had been lit inside of me. Being with Jesse was like falling in love all over again. I was desperate to discover every aspect of him.

Turning off the shower Jesse held a towel up for me as I stepped out. To my surprise he didn't simply hand it to me but proceeded to dry me. His hands running over my naked body. He finished, hung up the towel, took me by the hand and led me back to bed.

The two of us lay in bed. I was his little spoon his muscular arms wrapping around me. The warmth of our naked bodies making the bed a cosy cocoon.

Jesse eventually rolled over ready to fall asleep.

My body was tired but my heart and mind raced with excitement as I recalled the moments earlier that lingered in my memory. All this time I'd been naive to gay sex. Caught up with social norms that said it was for "those" types of guys.

What I'd experienced with Jesse was both loving and tender as any other experience while being raw fucking hot sex. My body ached with satisfaction.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but could still feel his hands on my body, his dick pounding me, the strength of his passion.

In the dim light I looked at him lying there. The bed sheet covering up to his stomach. His broad, hairless chest moving to the rhythm of his breath.

The old story was that you had to get a girl in the mood, but that guys were always in the mood. If it was the case I was going to find out. When we'd showered together he'd needed more time to be ready for another round, but I'd tossed and turned in bed for what seemed like forever so certainly he was ready by now.

Without waking him I pulled the sheet off his body and threw it from the bed. I gently slid down the bed until my head was alongside his waist.

I knew that the idea of waking up to a blow job was a great fantasy and I decided tonight that it would be Jesse's turn to experience it.

I began to kiss his cock taking his thick girth in my mouth and using my lips to massage his meat.He stirred a little but didn't wake. His dick hadn't responded so I decided to take it a step further.

This time I would really make him feel it, leaning over a little more my tongue went to work on his cock licking circles around the head of his dick. His penis responded with tiny jolts of movement. Jesse stirred a little more.

I kissed around his stomach and hips, being sure to use a little tongue in each kiss to make sure he could feel the sensation.

"Wha, what's going on." Jesse said through a haze as he came out of his slumber.

"I couldn't sleep, and you were just too much to resist." I responded from down below.

"This is one way to wake up" Jesse mumbled with a tone of surprise but also approval.

"Just lay back and enjoy sexy." And with that I knew it was time to step it up a notch.

I climbed over between his legs and took his dick in my hand and lifted it vertically from his body. It gave me a clear view of his balls. I opened my mouth and took a gulp of them. I sucked them like giant gob stopper candy. I could feel his dick getting harder in my hand.

I unclenched my grip of his dick allowing room for me to run my tongue from the base of his balls to the tip of his dick before I swallowed his long thick penis into my mouth.

He was so large my mouth was completely filled by him. He was a giant lolly pop and he had become my favourite flavour. Sucking him to the sound of his gentle moans was the best candy I'd ever had.

In a rhythm I worked up and down his cock. My own excitement driven by my imagination. In my mind's eye I saw the whole picture, Jesse's naked body and my feverish motion up and down him.

In the time I'd been sucking him his cock had grown from big to massive enough for me to take his cock in my hand but still suck his tip and more.

My hand worked in unison with my mouth. The hand job lubricated by a slathering of my spit dripping down his cock. I was making sure to keep my mouth full of saliva to keep his enjoyment to a maximum.

I used all my tricks from earlier in the day. I made a tight O with my lips and sucked him hard keeping pressure up and down his dick. I took a moment to pause and keep a firm suction on his shaft, with only his head in my mouth, then I began to suck. My tongue and cheeks pounding on his tip.

I ran my fingers up and down his thighs. When I began to play with the base of his balls he arched his back giving me an opportunity to play with his ass. I obliged, tickling and pressing on his anus. His asshole was still warm, soft and moist. With ease I was able to sneak my index finger into his ass. I slid into the second knuckle and gave him a little tickle.

I could taste the flavor of his pre-cum swirling in my mouth. It was salty but understated. It's warmth, it's thick texture, it was unmistakable.

If his dick was overflowing then he was close to cumming and it was my intention he would cum inside of me.

I pulled away and knelt at the end of the bed. Jesse sat to attention as if coming out of a trance, a look of shock that his ecstasy had come to an abrupt end.

"Get inside me Jesse." I said as a demand.

Jesse moved towards me kneeling on the bed. With his hands he took ahold of me and moved me into position. I found myself shuffled in front of him. Jesse desired to fuck me doggy style.

I'd had to wait all night but the fantasy that gripped me most was coming true.

Jesse had woken from his slumber to my advances and in the eroticism of the moment didn't even stop to lube up but mine was no longer a virgin ass. I wanted him to take me as I was, besides, his dick had already prepared me earlier in the night. It was as if my ass was made for his dick like hand to glove.

I felt his hard dick between my ass cheeks. His thick head pressed against my anus. Then it started. He slid in me and without hesitation he began to pound. Like a dog in heat he had his way with me. He had been so considerate to how it felt for me the other times but now he knew I was horny and I was ready.

This was the fourth time being fucked in the ass in less than 48 hours and the sensation in my ass was was more than the passing buzz of someone invading me. I could feel my ass was reaching its limit.

My ass ring was feeling swollen and it was tested all the more by Jesse's aggression. For the first time he fucked me pulling all the way out of my ass before slamming into me again. My hole would contract as he pulled out before being forced open by another powerful thrust of his large cock.

The pain didn't bother me. I'd never been into S&M type shit but the feel of my aching asshole filled me with satisfaction. I thought to myself how I enjoyed being his slut. I thought of how I enjoyed satisfying my man.

The thought hung in my mind. Jesse was my man. I'd never had a male lover but now Jesse was more than a fling. I was willing to give myself to him.

My face and shoulders fell down onto the bed but I remained on my knees- face down, ass up. Jesse continued on pounding me. His breathing grew heavy as he maintained his lust filled intensity. His stamina was incredible. I'd never lasted this long fucking a girl from behind.

As his dick continued to slam in and out of me I began to play with myself and my limp dick grew hard. Among all the sensations I felt in that moment the most amazing was the feeling inside of me as my prostate engorged with excitement, every thrust from Jesse sent another pulse of pleasure through my body as his dick ran over my prostate.

The sensation within me continued to build. Just as Jesse moaned in climax I too spilled my white juices onto the bed. The two of us came simultaneously as we groaned with pleasure in unison.

Jesse pulled out of me flipping me over onto my back. Then suddenly he was between my legs and his dick was inside me once again. Laying on top of me, body to body, he took my hands in his, our fingers interlocking, and he held my hands high above my head pinning me to the bed.

He began to kiss me just as he had before, with an intensity or passion I could not quickly remember. His tongue was deep in my mouth.

This was the beautiful dichotomy of Jesse. One moment he fucked me like a prostitute the next he makes love like I was his husband.

With his orgasm completed Jesse pulled his now limp dick out of me. Rolling off me we lay side by side looking in one another's eyes. Jesse warmed my soul.

My eyes fluttered as I grew tired. I don't know who fell asleep first but the night disappeared.