all, Marcy again. You know, "The Squirter." Hah, one of the few,
proud.... the squirters!
Well, I just
recently experienced, "the greatest sex event of my entire
life," (thus far) - and I finally found time to hack it out on this
beige beast.... the Dell from hell, the not so bored at the keyboard,
and pecker's, delight of delights.... my lap-top!
you wouldn't know it but Paul (he's my husband, my babe) and I
have cum (oh, excuse me) - come - a long way in our relationship. At least
from my view point anyway. We just celebrated our 5th anniversary. Hurray!
Yep, it's hard to believe but we're as happy as ever, even thinking of
having children! Heavens forbid! My titties hurt just thinking about it.
let's not talk kids here - this is about my, or I should say "our,"
anniversary present. Some time ago Paul and I'd been talking, as we usually
do, about what else? Sex! (That's with a capitol "S" and that
next and that's what I want and lot's of it - next guy in line...please!
Next partner, next sexual experience.... Please, fill me up!) So anyway,
got carried away there) - we were thinking, we're very creative you know
we were thinking about "torture." No, not unpleasant torture,
not the pain
that is associated with most torture - but "pleasant torture,"
torture, erotic torture.... yes you got it, "sexual torture."
it," (Bing!) we thought together, sexual torture! Sexual saturation!
wondered, hmmm? Is this even possible? Would... could a person go insane?
Where and how could this be achieved or tested? Just like tickling someone
until they actually hurt, could sexual torture have a negative effect?
weren't sure. For days we went wild thinking about this concept and
discussing it. Devious minds do think alike.
a while we both came up with the same idea at once.
I would be
the guinea pig. (Of course!) Sexual torture/saturation - for me
and.... excruciating pleasure for Paul too, in that he would be observing
and directing this event. But how? How to set it up? How to implement
Who would the torturers be? How would we bring this "special sexual
off - so I could be "taken unawares?" In other words, how could
we do this
so I could partake in the reality of the situation, in an entirely
spontaneous way, in order to prevent this particular sexual episode from
eroding into some kind of a pre-planned thing, a non-event, or a non-test?
Did you all follow that? I hope so. I tell you, at the thought of this
thing, my stomach flipped, my toes curled, my chest got hot and I just
frigging died. We finally decided, that I was only to know.... that "this
would" take place.... sometime in the near future. But I wouldn't
anything about the details. I'd be clueless as to when, where and how.
explain here that I - and Paul too - are not and have never been
into S&M. And "that's not," what we were going for here.
No real pain, at
least not serious pain. Not for us. Sexual pleasure was to be the key
and... it was to be unlimited, never ending, sexual pleasure - yes, it
be under restraint for sure, that in order to provide for total
submission.... this was our goal. Sexual pleasure - sexual torture. If
could even call it that. Oh hell, I don't know what to call it. But we
going for it. And I was looking forward to it.
Well, I knew
this much - we.... or I should say Paul, didn't really have a
clue as to how to make all this happen. Until -
the industrious one - rented a video, a Dutch Bondage tape - down
in the Village on Bleeker street. This video was produced by a club (yeah,
club that's a business too) it's located right in the Hague, in the infamous
red-light district. This particular bondage club had a full video
advertisement included on the tape. It showed photos of all the torture
rooms and wild, sexy play things. And.... it also included the address
phone number of the club. So, "let your fingers do the walking,"
called for general info and in particular, info on any possible contacts
back here in the states. As you might imagine, there was a bit of a language
problem but the folks at the club spoke fairly good English and adequate
communications were quickly established. They were a bit reluctant to
us any names of folks here in the states, you know, tricky situation.
Paul mentioned fees - and things changed a bit. The communications really
flowed then. Money talks. Paul went into the den for some privacy. Remember,
the plan was for me to "not know," the details. Ah well....
bliss and in this unique case, it was supposed be extremely blissful.
So, I was
on pins and needles when, an entire hour later, Paul emerged from
the den, a huge grin on his face, a bulge in his pants (and a whopping
bill no doubt) as he proclaimed, "baby, all you need to know is that
everything's set." Wow! I got horny immediately and tried my own
torture - on him.... trying to get Paul to tell me some of the details.
wouldn't of course but I did eventually take care of his bulge. And with
that - our lives went on. Business as usual.
It was a
Thursday evening. Paul was working late and told me not to expect
him until after 10pm. I worked sort of late, until 6 or so. I grabbed
subway up the East Side and headed for Citterella, a most fabulous, and
bit exclusive grocery store on 3rd Avenue. I picked up some fresh veggies
and an odorless piece of flounder and headed for our apartment over on
I checked the mail. I rode up the elevator - 31st floor. I left the
elevator, heading down the south corridor to our apartment. And that's
things went black - or maybe I should say blank. I tell you - I don't
remember a thing. All I know now is that I remember everything up to that
very point, walking toward our apartment door - and also that - I evidently,
never had any dinner. So much for my nice hunk of flounder.
thing I remember - was strange. The only thing I can explain here
is that I was obviously groggy. I was coming out, and going back into
unconscious state of mind. In and out. Floating. Not at all unpleasant,
buzzy, feeling good, feeling loose and very, very relaxed. The strange
though was the darkness. Not pitch black, but very dark, almost completely
black but slightly gray. I knew I was blinking my eyes, I could feel that
and that they were open for instance, but I didn't know if I was focussing
on anything. Hell, there was nothing to focus on. It was dark all around.
It's then I began to realize what this was - not some sort of a groggy
- but my sexual saturation. Torture. It was about to begin. I'd like to
you that a thrill of anticipation bolted through my body and blasted my
groin to utter sexual wetness - but no - I was way too out of it for that
As I gained
some sort of control of my senses, I attempted to move my body.
I was definitely on my back, resting on something soft yet firm. I could
move a bit here and there - my fingers, my wrists, my ankles and I could
turn my head from side to side. I could even lift my nice, near perfect
off "the soft thing," - a bed (?) I guessed - that I was laying
face up on,
but my movement was restricted - a lot.
out that I was anchored, tied, bound, whatever - at my elbows and
wrists, my thighs, my ankles and my neck. And I could only move my head
side to side a little bit. Then I noticed that I had a tube in my mouth
breathing tube of sorts - a snorkel is what I thought of first. Even though
I was breathing through my nostrils, I had this pacifier-like "thing,"
mouth - but I could breath easily and it was relatively comfortable. I
get a little scared when I realized that I really couldn't talk - and
therefore couldn't scream. Hmmm? What the hell was I in for?
this point I'd been so pleasantly out of it that I really hadn't
fully realized that I'd been drugged. It just didn't occur to me. Then,
figure as I gained higher levels of consciousness, it hit me - hey, I've
been drugged! At that point, even though still reeling within my head,
began to strive for control, to strive for consciousness. That's when
first - I don't know what to call it - the first blast, the first flash
stimuli hit me. Well I should say I saw it - oh, and I heard it too. But
only for an instant. What the fuck was it!?! Well, above me, somehow -
floating up there, was the image of a woman and a bunch of men, all
beautifully naked and having wild sex. It happened so fast that I wasn't
even sure I saw anything - I blinked my eyes. And like I said I thought
heard it too. That's when I realized that I had headphones on. I guess
were pretty comfortable because in my drugged state I hadn't noticed them
before. Then - again! Only for a few milliseconds or so - the flash, the
picture of the single woman and the many men, having sex - groans of
pleasure in my ears. The audible part, the noises of group sex, seemed
linger in my ears longer than the image hovered above in my sight. The
sounds would eventually die down until I heard nothing and was left in
total darkness, and silence once again. This repeated itself for I don't
know how long. Like I've indicated, I was still a bit buzzed. But the
beginnings of sexual feelings began to build within me. I wasn't hurting
me tell you.
Oh yeah -
smell! I could smell. Incense(?) or something much like it.
that aromatic excuse, I'll take this opportunity to tell you
something I didn't know at the time. Something I could'nt've known, until
Paul told me - the next day following this wild experience of a lifetime.
Remember, I'd figured I was drugged - well here's the cocktail - the sex
cocktail that is. I learned that I had initially been rendered unconscious
with Phenobarbital, just enough to make me pass out and stay out cold
long as it took for them (but who?) to strip me and rig me up like they
That explained the memory loss - hell what memory(?) - I was out cold.
I was out I was IV'd. A local anesthetic was applied to my left arm, the
entrance of the IV, so I wouldn't feel the least bit of pain in that area.
Heck, in my immobile position I could not've even known that I had a
catheter in my arm. In the IV solution was a mixture composed of glucose
primarily but powdered and mixed in with it - were six 25 milligram tabs
Viagra (hey, Paul says it works on women too and after this I believe
one Valium, two tabs of Ecstasy (the euphoric street drug X) and two full
ounces (Paul assures me of this) of my favorite Tequila, Heradura Gold.
IV was rigged to drip into my bloodstream very slowly. Also a cream, a
made sex cream consisting of Sex-glide gel, ground up Viagra, a little
cocaine and some kind of hot sex gel had been dabbed upon my clit and
nipples. And that smell? The incense? The reason for this lengthy
explanation? It was incense alright - but - burning alongside it was a
ounce chunk of Nepalese dark brown hashish. I tell ya - Paul (or whoever
helped him plan this thing) went all out.
what? By this time, my guess would be (but I really hadn't a clue)
fifteen minutes or so since I first blinked/blanked to some sort of groggy
state of coherent consciousness, I was beginning to feel very, very -
very - relaxed, tingly and exclusively horny. Don't forget I kept getting
those audio/video porno flashes every now and then. And they seemed to
getting longer in duration. No, they didn't seem to be, they were getting
longer in duration. They were definitely images of a woman, a very beautiful
white woman, in some kind of total sexual abandon, cavorting in every
orifice she had, with at least six men - gorgeous hunks of men - of varied
colors, shapes and sizes. All moving and moaning and cumming and fucking.
The images made me think of our relatively recent adventure, this past
spring, the orgy Paul and I had at the swingers club in Florida. I was
flashing back to it in a pleasant way, feeling good, feeling hornier and
hornier, not even thinking about this "new deal," this sexual
that I was only guessing, I was going through right now - when I felt
touch of a human. Yipes!!! The lips of a human!!! A person!!! A person
couldn't see. A person I couldn't smell. A person who's sex, male or female
was indeterminable. A person who was kissing and licking my feet of all
things - god(!) and I was fucking reeling.
I tried to
turn my head in order to see my assailant. But was I really being
assailed? Maybe I should consider this person to be my lover. Maybe it
Paul. No I decided, it couldn't be Paul, it didn't feel like him. This
person was soft, softer than Paul. I thought that it must be a woman.
the lips kissing me moved over my left leg and began to provide the same
stimulation on my right leg, I decided that this person, or at this point
was hoping, "these persons," - were my fuckers, my pleasure
slaves. Yes, they were my slaves.
seem funny to most of you. Here I was tied up, unable to move. I
was gagged and could not talk, question or scream. I was drugged and
blissfully, sexually, delirious. I was being stimulated by electronic
pornographic images and now I was being stimulated via physical means
completely unknown person or persons - and I felt in control. Yes, they
my slaves, my sex slaves, doing my sexual bidding. That's right. That's
how I felt. Why? Because "I had asked for this," first of all
secondly, I was getting hornier than fucking hell. And thirdly I knew
was Paul's doing. I felt safe and secure. And if my slaves didn't do their
best and get me off like I so desired and desperately needed - well, I'd
have been pissed.
was only the beginning.
re-establish this picture - once and for all. There I was, all of
my 26 years, 5'6" super tight bodied womanly frame, light haired,
Spring looking, beautiful self. Nude and rigged up on some kind of a bed,
my back, nearly completely bound, with my legs up in the air and
spread-eagled in some sort of stirrups. My beautiful ass wasn't flat on
bed either, it had some sort of soft pillow under it, lifting it, so I
kind of on an angle - ass up, head back and down. My arms were bound,
my sides and my head was more or less locked, preventing it from moving
far, side to side. I had some sort of gag in my mouth preventing me from
loud verbal excursions. The room was almost black-dark except for the
flickering of the hovering porno images. Someone, or "something,"
licking my feet, my toes, my calves and climbing higher toward my thighs.
And, I was flying like a kite on wild drugs of some kind. I knew what
happening but I knew no real details. And I really felt fucking good -
really fucking good.
No, I didn't
know where I was but - I was thrilled, relaxed, comfortable and
feeling no pain - above all else I was super horny and getting hornier.
was not afraid...... The mouth, the tongue - moved further up my leg.
with my mind spinning sexual images from every part of my brain,
I noticed that the porno movie and accompanying sound was continually
bathed me in the blue light of a TV tube - it didn't flicker subliminal
messages any longer - it hammered them home. I watched in amazement as
beautiful young woman sucked on two massive cocks at once, this while
sat up and down hard on a third big dick. Men around her were standing,
stroking their fat hard-ons and waiting their turn. As I watched I so
to be her, be in her place. And again I felt the faceless mouth moving
up my leg - it felt wonderful. Then, I felt another presence - a hand.
stroked my arm. I tried to turn my head to see if I could tell who or
it might come from - but I could see nothing - I just felt the warm touch
gentle fingers on my upper left arm. Then another, on my right side, another
hand. I turned my head as far to the right as I could but nothing - I
only darkness. Then down there, at my thighs, nearer my pussy (which I'm
sure was soaking by now) I felt even more hands, kneading my thighs,
massaging my legs. I wasn't so far gone that I couldn't figure out that
now had six hands massaging my aching, sex mad body in various places.
that mouth too. Whoops - another mouth! Sucking the fingers of my left
Then more hands! "Oh my god!" I muttered. I was beginning to
loose track. I
was getting a foot massage - and a scalp massage too. Now, hands everywhere
- on my bare breasts, brushing my slick pussy lips, fingers on my lips
sucked them in my mouth), hands under my ass, hands massaging my thighs
stomach. Hands and mouths everywhere! I was loosing track.
Yes, I could
now see these alien hands and arms as the came into my limited
line of sight. Some were those of men, some were those of women. But when
tried to look up, beyond the arms, to see who they might be attached to
still saw only shadows in the dark. I then felt the unmistakable feel
penis brush into my right hand, and then one in my left hand - I eagerly
stroked them. They felt wonderful. Then multiple fingers entered my vagina.
How many I could not tell. As I had assumed, they slipped into me easily,
lubrication flowed. All the while I watched the beautiful woman on the
screen fucking and sucking wildly - making one man cum to orgasm after
another - leaving her shining with slick jism. Her ample breasts dripped
cum, strands strung from her large brown nipples. My heart pounded and
own breath heaved - I was loosing it, I was beginning to surrender, I
beginning to cum.