by sadboi23
Such a powerful and sad story, but I was on the edge of one of those myself many years ago. A friend took his own life for reasons I never knew. There are no answers. There is just moving forward. You did a marvelous job of capturing the pain and recrimination.
Sometimes it seems we hold a friend closer only after they are gone. It often doesn't make sense, even more so when the decision to leave us with unanswered questions is by their own hand. Their decision reminds us that we all have a limit as to what we will accept in our lives over death.
*****This room is dusty it's making my eyes water. Sad but real read. Thanks for sharing.