by jrzdogg
I don't know what part of this ***** story is actual fact and what was added but all of it was extremely moving. And even though I found this hot I also found it sad. While I'm glad you eventually got off on this, I'm so very sorry that you had to go through it. I don't know why you were aroused by this, but I know that feeling. I went through a similar situation at bowling alley when I was fifteen but in reverse. I was the fag (as they called me) surrounded by four straights. Fortunately for me, a security guard intervened before things got to out of hand. If he hadn't, I'm sure they would have beaten me up after I'd finished sucking their cocks. I remember being turned on by this as well even though I felt scared and humiliated. This happened more years ago than I care to admit now, but to this day I can't explain why I was aroused and beat off many times thinking about it. I did find that telling someone about my experience years later helped me and I hope that your writing of this story brings you some measure of closure to you as well. Thanks for sharing this part of yourself with us. MLF
Fantastic!!! Love the CNC aspect leading to acceptance of his love of sucking cock. Can't wait to finish the series!!