by KdDiva
She is finally starting to understand, she is comparing fantasy against reality. She has put a man on a pedistal and he has just B.S. her, flirted with her, had phone sex and internet sex with her, but other than have fun long distance nothing. No love, no scarifice, no real work, no for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, just a little fun. To betray that would haunt her till she died, it's just not worth it. Most times fantasys should just stay fantasys. Good writing.