Samantha, Beth and Me

"Please baby, please."

She tugged on my by now stiff cock and I rolled over on top of her and she spread her legs wide and I settled in between them. As I slid into her she cried out softly, but urgently:

"Yes, oh yes, oh God yes baby, yesssss."

Her legs locked around me, her nails dug into my back as I drove into her and all the while the constant:

"Yes, yes, yes baby, yes, please baby, oh God yes."

It took me longer to get off the second time and Beth had two orgasms before I finally had mine. I pulled out and rolled over on my back and Beth rolled with me, her arms around me and she buried her head in my chest and held me tight.

"Please baby, please?" she whispered and I knew what she was asking and I wrapped my arms around her and held her. I felt her tears on my chest as she whispered:

"Thank you Rob, thank you."

I don't know how long we lay there like that before the door opened, the light came on and Sam came and joined us on the bed and put her arms around Beth and me. I was silent for a minute and then I asked:

"How did this happen?"

"The sexy little bitch blackmailed me" Sam said. "She said if I didn't set it up she wouldn't see me any more. It was a no-brainer for me sweetie. I told you I wanted you both and I was almost 100% sure you wouldn't chase her away once you knew it was her. Did she leave anything for me?"

"I've got some left, but you are going to have to get her to let go of me to get it."

"Fat chance! I've got your arms back around me now and I might not even let you move to go eat or go to work."

"No fair sweetie" Sam said, "You promised me that you wouldn't freeze me out if I did this for you."

"Oh all right, but I'm at least going to hold his hand while you get yours. I'm not letting go of him."

"Hey" I said, "Don't I get a say in this?"

"No" they both said in unison and that set in motion the weirdest evening I've ever spent in my life. Lying on my back on my girlfriend's bed as she rode my cock cow-girl style while my ex-wife held my hand. My ex sucking my cock with my girlfriend's juices and my cum coating it and saying, "What a neat taste" to Sam and then Sam taking a lick and saying:

"Not bad, not bad at all."

Then the two of them licking my dick until it was hard enough to suit Beth and she pulled me on top of her. When I came the two of them went after my cock to compare the taste of me and Beth against the taste of me and Sam. They sucked and slurped and argued about which was tastier until I was hard again and it was Sam's turn to fuck me. After I came in Sam there was more tasting and arguing as they tried to get me up again, but four times is all I was good for (and a personal best at that).

When they finally accepted that I was through for the night Sam went to go down on Beth and that's when I said:

"Whoa up ladies. I know you do it, but I am not the least bit interested in watching or hearing about it so give me a minute to get dressed and I'm out of here and then you can have at it."

I got dressed to cat-calls of "spoil sport", "party pooper" and "silly homophobe."

As soon as I was dressed I said, "toddles ladies" and I left."

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As I drove home I thought about what had just happened and the one thing that stood out was that I wasn't the least bit upset about it. I had never tried to deny to myself that I didn't love Beth, but it was becoming clear to me that she did love me and that if I could just get by my hang up on what I considered her cheating we could put things back together. Did I want that? The more I thought about it the more I thought I did.

But getting back together was not going to be all that simple. What if Beth was still going to want a woman from time to time; could I accept that? If I did, I would want to be sure she didn't pick up any diseases and share them with me. That would mean I would want to know who she was with and be reasonably sure in my own mind she was safe. But who was I to pick and chose a safe lover for her when I didn't want anything to do with that kind of stuff myself? What was I going to have to do? Have Beth pick out someone and then I would interview her and give her the "Rob Seal of Approval?" Not bloody likely!

I knew Sam was safe, but given my relationship with Sam I didn't know what would happen to it if I did get back with Beth. Would my getting back with Beth sour the relationship between Beth and Samantha and make Beth look elsewhere and possibly end up with someone not safe? I fell asleep with a headful of thoughts like that.

I had no sooner fallen asleep when something woke me up. It took me a bit to realize that someone was knocking on my door. I got up and went to see who it was and when I looked through the spy-hole I saw that it was Beth. I opened the door and she asked if she could come in and I stepped aside and let her enter. After I closed the door she turned to face me and said:

"Given what happened tonight can I hope there has been a thaw in our relationship?"

"I don't know. What would you expect that tonight changed for us?"

"I don't know. I know what I want; I want you back. I never wanted to lose you to begin with. I'm hoping that even if you won't take me back I can at least have a relationship with you like the one you have with Samantha."

"What do you mean?"

"If I can't come back and be your wife I would at least like to have a friends with benefits relationship. Rob, I love you, I want to be with you and I'll take anything I can get."

"I don't know Beth."

"Can we at least talk about it?"

"Not now Beth. I'm beat and I need to go to bed."

"Can I stay here tonight? I'll sleep on the couch."

"Go ahead. You know where the pillows and blankets are kept."

I went to bed and was wondering what to do about Beth when I fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning to find that Beth was in bed with me. She had one arm and one leg over me and she must have been awake because as soon as I moved her hand slid down my body to my cock and she started fondling it. I started to rise to the occasion and when I was up Beth moved on top of me, guided me into her cunt and then started riding me. It was the way she used to wake me up on the weekends and I had to admit that I missed it. She rode me for several minutes and then I wrapped my arms around her, rolled her over on her back and then fucked her as hard as I could as she cried out and moaned. I managed to get her off just seconds before I came myself and then I rolled over on my back and tried to catch my breath. She sat up, bent down and kissed my forehead and said, "You go shower and I'll put the coffee on" and she got out of bed and headed for the kitchen.

The coffee was ready and Beth handed me a cup as I climbed out of the shower. "My turn" she said and she stepped into the enclosure. I was sitting at the kitchen table when she walked in with her hair wrapped in a towel and wearing one of my shirts. She got a cup of coffee and sat down across from me and said:

"How are you feeling?"

"Pretty good actually."

"Feeling good enough to talk?"

"About?"

"About us Rob, can we talk about us? It seems obvious to me after last night and this morning that you still have some feelings for me. What I'd like to know is can we build on those feelings? Get back to a relationship?"

"What would be the point Beth?"

"I miss you Rob. I miss everything about you. I need you honey; I need to come home."

"For what it is worth Beth, I miss you too and yes, I do have feelings for you. But nothing has changed Beth. You did what you did and it won't go away."

"Why can't you understand that Kathy was in no way a threat to you? All she did was give me something you couldn't. I liked her, I liked her a lot, but I didn't love her. You had all my love Rob; all of it."

I sat there looking at her while I tried to think of a way to make her understand what she had done to me. Maybe draw a parallel?

"You say that I had all of your love and she was just giving you something that I couldn't and so that made it all right. Okay! Let us take that statement and look at it from my point of view. Suppose while you were in school you had a boyfriend that you enjoyed sex with. Suppose he had a ten inch cock that made you scream in pleasure. For some reason you broke up with him, went through a couple of boyfriends and then met me and we got married.

"Six years into our marriage a new guy started work in your office and after he dated a couple of girls in the office the office rumor mill was cranking out that he had a ten inch cock and really knew how to use it. You remembered how good it felt with your old boyfriend and how his ten inch cock touched you in places my averaged sized cock couldn't reach and you remembered the way that it made you feel. A way you couldn't feel with me because of my size. One day the guy made a move on you and you agreed to have lunch with him and after lunch you ended up in a motel room. It was great! It was every bit as good as you remembered so you saw him a second time and then a third. Soon you were seeing him a couple of nights a week and on an occasional Saturday.

"He touched you in places I couldn't. His ten inches gave you something that I couldn't, but you didn't love him. You liked him, you liked him a lot, but you loved only me. So tell me Beth, would fucking him because he could give you something I couldn't give you be okay? Even if you didn't love him and loved only me, would fucking him be okay?"

She sat there and stared at me and I think for the first time she fully realized what she had done. For the first time she was getting a glimpse of it from my side.

"And that is only part of it Beth. You lied to me. Every time you said you were working late you were lying to me. Every time you said you were working Saturday or going shopping with Marci you were lying to me. How am I supposed to get by that Beth? And given what you did how would I ever be able to trust you again?"

She just sat there and looked at me as she tried to think of what she could say.

"Get dressed Beth and go on home. Spend some time thinking about what I just said and think about this while you are at it. I had anal sex with several girls before I met you. I liked it Beth, I liked it a lot. But you don't like it and you said no, that anal sex was something you would never do. How would you have felt if I had gone out and had found a woman to have anal sex with and when you found out I told you, "No problem Beth. I don't love her. I'm just getting something from her that I can't get from you." Would you have bought that Beth? Think about that, think about it long and hard and then give me a call in a couple of weeks and maybe we can talk again."

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"So tell me lover, what's with you and Beth?"

It was a week later and Sam and I had just finished a spirited romp on my bed and I was lying on my back trying to recover and she was leaning on an elbow and looking down at me.

"Nothing. Why?"

"I haven't seen her since the night the three of us had fun. I've talked with her, but she always says she is really busy and she can't see me. I figure that it probably has something to do with our little party and it's outcome."

"I don't know Sam. I haven't seen her or talked to her since that night, or morning actually."

"Morning?"

I told her about Beth's midnight visit and what transpired the next morning.

"So what are you going to do?"

"About what?"

"About Beth silly man. Are you going to take her back or at least give her FWB status?"

I was silent for a bit and then said, "I don't know Sam. I honestly don't know. I still love her, but then you already knew that. I miss her something fierce, but how could I ever trust her again? How could I live with someone I would constantly be checking up on to see what she was doing and looking at everything she said and wondering if it were a lie?"

"I don't know lover. I can't help you there. My problem is that I want you for myself. I'm willing to share, just the way we are doing it now, so don't look to me for advise that may end up altering the arrangement. I'm just sorry that I let her con me into getting the two of you back in bed together."

"Not to worry Samantha my love. I'm not going to be running away from you anytime soon."

"That implies that you may run away from me later."

"Maybe it means that I expect you to move on sooner or later."

"Why would I do that?"

"You want a husband and kids someday and I may never be ready to go that route."

"Oh I don't know lover; I think I could make you fall for me hard enough. I can make you learn to love me."

"No you can't Sam. You can't because I already love you, but I don't know that I'll ever get over Beth enough to get married again."

"You mean that?"

"Mean what?"

"What you just said, that you loved me."

"Yes Sam, I meant it."

"Then I have hope. I'll make it happen Rob, I have time."

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Driving home I wondered if she could make it happen. I did have strong feelings for Sam, but my feelings for Beth were just as strong and they hadn't lessened any in the time we had been divorced.

As I pulled into my drive I saw someone sitting on the front porch and I looked around and saw Beth's car parked on the other side of the street. I pulled into the garage and parked, went into the house and opened the front door to let Beth in. She handed me an un-opened bottle of wine and said:

"You said come back in a week and we could talk."

I took the bottle and headed for the kitchen and un-corked the bottle while Beth took a seat at the kitchen table. I poured two glasses and handed her one and she took a sip and then said:

"All right Rob, I was wrong. I wasn't looking at it from where you were. I honestly believed that I wasn't doing anything that would hurt us or take anything away from you. I should have, at the very least, told you how I felt and sounded you out on allowing me to do it, but I was scared to death to let you see that side of me. I was afraid it might disgust you to find out that I had bi-sexual tendencies. And your anal scenario hit home too. I would not have accepted you doing that as okay since you couldn't get it from me. Understanding that now I apologize for hurting you. Will you please forgive me?"

"The forgiving is the easy part Beth; it is the forgetting part that is the problem."

"Rob, I promise you - I will swear it on a stack of Bibles - that if you take me back it will never happen again. No half truths, no little white lies; I swear to God Rob, I will be as pure as the driven snow. Please Rob, please let me back in your life."

"You say it won't happen again, but you will still be bi and you will want to."

"Yes I will Rob, I will want to, but if you take me back I won't, not if it will cost me you."

"Speaking of your bi-sexuality, what is with you and Samantha right now?"

"Nothing Rob. It hurts me to know that she has you and I don't."

"Well right now Beth, Sam is my 'significant other' and I've grown very attached to her. She is willing to share, but I don't know if she would be too pleased at giving me up. You are going to have to get together with her and talk things over."

She looked at me incredulously and said, "I have to talk with your girlfriend to get you back? I have to negotiate with another woman to get back with you?"

"Beth, I have moved on with my life. Did you really think that all you would have to do to get back in my life was come to me wringing your hands and saying that you were sorry? I accept your apology Beth and I'll forgive you, but that doesn't mean that I'm going to change my life. Sam and I have a great relationship and while I admit I've never gotten completely over you I have never the less developed strong feelings for her also. She is talking marriage and children and I'm ready to be a daddy and don't forget that you told me long ago that you didn't want children.

"Sam is part of my life right now and any decisions I make will concern her. So yes Beth, you do need to talk with Samantha. That should not be too hard for you since you are, or were, in a relationship with her."

She sipped her wine and looked at me for several very long moments and then she said, "Can I spend the night?"

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We were lying on our backs and looking up at the ceiling and catching our breath when she said:

"Do you have anal sex with Samantha?"

Actually, I didn't, because Sam didn't like anal sex, but for some perverse reason I said, "Yes, it is part of our regular love making."

"Do you really like it?"

"Yes I do. Why?"

"I was just thinking about something."

"What?"

"Nothing Rob, I just had a silly idea."

"Tell me Beth; sometimes silly ideas can be fun."

"I had my fling with Kathy to get something I couldn't get from you. I was just wondering if giving you something that you had never been able to get from me would sort of make us even - balance the scales so to speak?"

"What are you suggesting Beth?"

"That I give you my ass."

"But you don't like anal sex."

"But you do Rob, and maybe I can learn to like it."

"Are you sure you want to try that?"

"I'm sure that I love you Rob and I want to prove it to you by giving you anything that you want."

"Are you sure about this?"

"I have to show you that I'm willing to do anything to be with you."

I didn't really think that it was going to make any difference in my stance where she was concerned, but I was still pissed off enough at what she had done to be asshole enough to take what she was offering.

"Okay then, get on your knees and put your head down on a pillow."

While she was doing that I got off my bed and went to my top dresser drawer and got the tube of KY Jelly that I kept there for the times when I brought a girl home who did like anal. I opened the tube and squirted some on her butt hole and then I started working on her hole with my fingers. The first finger went in easily. When I worked the second one in she gave a little grunt and moved forward as if to pull away, but before I could pull my two fingers out and put an end to it she pushed back at my hand. I worked the two fingers in her for a bit and then tried to add a third. She gasped and asked me to stop and let her get used to having that much in her butt. Maybe thirty seconds went by and then I felt her push back at my hand.

"Hold still" she murmured, "Let me do it."

She started moving back and forth and fucking my fingers. I let her do that for about two minutes and then I pulled my fingers out of her and lubed up my cock. I put the head of my cock against her puckered hole and she surprised me by shoving her ass back at me just as I pushed forward. My cock popped past her sphincter and was halfway in her in one shot. She gasped and held still, but I was in and I wasn't going to take the chance that she would suddenly change her mind so I started to fuck her. She made several little cries as I worked my cock into her, but I ignored them.

I went slow and easy and after maybe two or three minutes the little cries turned to moans and she began to push her ass back at me. I picked up the pace a little and after another minute or so she cried out, "Oh God, oh God, OH SHIT!" and I felt her entire body tighten as she had a huge orgasm. I felt her ass grip my cock like a suction cup and I began spurting my cum deep in her ass. I waited until my cock was soft before pulling out and lying down beside her. She was still on her knees with her head buried in a pillow when I said:

"Well?"

"It hurt at first," she gasped, "but it wasn't bad once I got used to it. I'm surprised that I came while doing it. I suppose in time I can get used to it and get to the point where there is little or no pain."